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I am so fucking tired. I might fail nursing school just a week shy of completing, but I am just too tired and worn down to even bother to muster up some anxiety about it.

Time for some ramblings:
I have been talking with the boy more lately. We went to a show together the other night (pretty spur of the moment, but he invited me so I'm flattered), hung out before and after, and sat together in class today passing notes about comic books and zombie movies the whole time.
Even though the active crush feelings are kinda gone (but I might just be in denial or something), I still like him a lot. He is funny as hell and really easy to talk with, despite the fact that he is kind of a genius, which of course is horribly intimidating. But maybe it's time I set my sights higher (or something?) when it comes to dating? I don't know really, I have horrible self-esteem like everyone else I know, but at the same time I often think I am better then almost everyone else around me. Whatever, to tired to dissect my own defunct personality.

Accents I have always been a fan of and kind of want myself:
serious Southern drawl
old school 5 boroughs
Russian/most of Eastern Europe
Caribbean

I hate sweating. If I could, I would make it so that I would sweat out of mainly only one 2" x 2" square on my left fore arm. That way I could cover it with cool arm bands or something. Or long gloves.
I don't know I'm not thinking to clearly, I just hate summer because I sweat so much and it's gross.

I'm thinking of investing in a real sewing machine.